Track her phone. I don’t agree. She is a manic stranger to me. He now has been involved in another program since getting out of jail & I’m so thankful to say he will be 1 year sober this month! Even worse actually! We have to do tuff love act. She started nursing school as her dream was to become a pediatric nurse. I miss meditating and having a still mind. I was angry, and said goodbye to her. we don’t Condone it! She called me this morning to pick her up at a motel for school. Thanks to you and others for your feedback. Truly would welcome further comments on this discussion. Hopefully by the end of two years of mental treatment and counseling as well as staying drug free, their brain has had time enough to heal and really be able to kick it. We took her home, her telling us they were going to call her for rehab that day. When she told me that she was out of money until payday, two days later she came in with a wad of money. Well, the minute that pill was dissolved and out of his system, he disappeared for 3 days. To those of you new to this .. drug addiction will rob and destroy your life in a matter of time. Try another.. You have to TRUST GOD and give your daughter to him to take care of. He was literally everything to her and just last month she was saying she didn’t know what she would do without him. The only way to help them is to force them to have no other alternative than to help themselves. this is not their fault nor is it yours. She has been sober for about a month and a half so I’m proud of her for that. She seems more humble than I have seen her in a long time. if they are even allowed supervised visits, it is not fighting for them for what they deserve. If anybody has and advice as to how to help it would be greatly appreciated. He just began having dinner with us again and including us in some of his life outside our home. She is a school teacher. Also with the help of a counselor, you can begin to address any anger, remorse, anxiety or other emotional feelings you are experiencing. be Blessed. Her 19 yr old son OD a year ago. As it turned out, he sells Meth and has my daughter hooked. This book has given me peace when I didn’t think I couldn’t find peace. I just found a place that can take her in that will cost from $15k to $45k for up to 90 days. We did have him picked up and committed to a mental health facility when he was 16. Well the whole family hated me. How did we get here? It has taken quite some time for us as her parents to know that we were not bad parents. She actually asked if I would look after my granddaughter while she went to detox but my husband said no, and now I’m not hearing from her at all. I have a step daughter who was born in 76. Thanks again, I am humbled and moved by the outpouring of emotion in these posts. I experimented with just about every drug out there until coming across my love, “HEROIN”! But sometimes the songwriter just wants to express his/her feelings through song. My son is 26 yrs and addicted to ….. To find a counselor or therapist, begin by contacting the nearest drug/alcohol treatment center, or hospital that offers such a program; these facilities should have social workers who can offer suggestions. It breaks my heart I have actually been considering going back on antidepressants I took ten years ago when my husband died of ALS. We have 2 daughters that were raised in our home ( married 33 years and still in love ) there has NEVER been any violence in our home so we don’t understand her. With so much money being wasted on foolish things and all the money the usa is giving away to other countries why are we not helping our people here in our own country. How and what is the best way for us to boot her out. They help her w/$ everytime though she is married to a man who makes plenty + she could work. I have taken further drastic but perfectly reasonable and appropriate action which I’m afraid to share because my parents would believe it a terrible betrayal deserving of exile from the children forever (me who is the only person on this earth who has a risked anything significant to protect them) which shows you how delusional they are. I find hope and peace in God alone. Like a Rolling StoneBob Dylan. She appears to be doing quite well and seems to be quite motivated. He has 3 sisters which I think my daughter really enjoys being around since she was an only child and I think it has done a world of good for her. My mother is sick now, and I want to be better and be able to show her my potential so she is proud, it is very difficult to deal with the pain of my mom being ill, I’ve noticed that when emotions pop up that are difficult to deal with I am more triggered to use. I did not raise her like this and have no clue where she gets the behavior from. My have taken care of her child while she slept or went off her rocker when she was awake. I don’t understand how people go on with life, because I find it very difficult. He had a lovely partner and was starting to make a life for himself with her and that all blew apart because of his lying and her distrust of him. Hopefully, her problems will give her the motivation she needs. The more we find out about him the more we know what a low life he is. She is lucky to be alive. Call help for them, but don’t hold back on boundrie setting and sticking to it to out of love in order to save them out of the disease they are in. She uses the victim card all the time, with me, other family members and drug dealers so they will ‘front’ her. Maybe this will help also after I did what I had to do with my daughter and stepped away . first time in my life. They just keep going through the system. Things can turn around. Do you really know your daughter? They say that unless she’s a threat to herself or other people, that she can’t be put into a psychiatric lockdown facility. I hope all that read this can get to the same point. However, after hitting rock bottom my daughter asked for help. How to help him cope? Guilty for that yes..but no this is better then prison and hurt on the streets.. Wow! Well now mommies off the drugs and very thankful and everyone loves me again. It’s heartbreaking. Anxiety is beginning to take its tole..to the point where I avoid going to their house. All the people in my life have slowly stopped talking to me, my boyfriend just ignores me and doesn’t want to even see me before I go. It only takes once. You are not alone. Its a constant back and forth. this is the worst pain I have ever experienced…. Long story short, her drug use led to her losing all three of her children. Thank you Kim for the inspiration bloomed from experience. Understand that if your granddaughter show obvious signs of abuse or severe neglect, she will be removed from the home for her safety. Her kids are with their dad. Maybe if we hadn’t gone to church she wouldn’t have spitefully become an atheist. She was forced into this state of independence when she refused help, started stealing from us and refused treatment. I prayed alot, read inspirational books with daily uplifting messages, kept telling my girls I love them, and got busy helping some other girls at a sober living house. I wanted to take her in to drop a UA but she refused saying she wasn’t playing my games. One of the young girls got very close to me and said she wouldn’t have made it this far had it not been for the talks I had with her. Stating our own boundaries, what we can and can’t live with for our own sanity, is a more powerful position than saying “you need to figure this out and do A or B or else”. She phoned us to tell us she is pregnant. But who knows? I wish you both good luck. They have taught me alot. I dont know because you cant really hear the meaning of the lyrics. We received the comment that you submitted on our blog earlier today. How about a different approach, these adult children are not in their right minds to make good choices for themselves or anyone else. Is there anyone who has suggestions on how to help? She is a college graduate, has not held a job in over a year, has been arrested, homeless, beat up, you name it. My 23 year old daughter believes that the universe is going to save and provide for her. Three years ago she came to us homeless, money gone, on heroine. Yours really struck home with me. I’ve done a lot of research on addiction and mental health, and discovered that in order to be free from addiction or addictive behaviours one must reprogram thought processes, beliefs, etc. I have been taking care of my granddaughter for almost a year. God bless you hun. It is a HORRIBLE desease! And though I feel a lot to blame, I will not enable her. Always going on about the voices. Tonight I pray and cry that she doesn’t kill herself Or anyone else while driving or a drug overdose. I’m interested in and welcome your feedback on my post. No notice, no anything. At least in my experience. Does rehab work? Is there any other advice or tips on how to help? Initially, I tried helping my daughter, but can also clearly see that she’s going to have to fall hard as she is still at a point where she won’t admit the drug abuse and she is the “victim” of all the bad things that come with drug abuse. You just got to know that you’d never strip running and anyone that’s got any Compton sense knows that isn’t real love to the child….only if they are in danger our being physically abused and the system fails to see through the lies that the so called perfect person they pretend to be and it never stops. Help I’m living in gell my daughter is 20 all of the above this started a year ago do I kick her out or let her stay I’m confused please don’t say get help that’s not an option she won’t even admit she does drugs she steals hangs out with 50 year old men leaves to get Hugh comes back a half an hour later doesn’t shower doesn’t clean up treats me terrible but when I kick her out she will sleep in cars and hallways I don’t know what to do I need help do I kick her out or let her live here my life is a mess I lost friends family I cry all the time my 17 year old son lives here I found out today she bad mouths me to him do I kick her out or let her stay what’s the right thing to do please help. I have the same exact story. She’s 41. She actually behaves like the devil has taken over her mind. however the past months have been a roller coaster. Adjusting to new habits does. Called me every name in the book and then started the same with my husband., WE told her to get out. The lies, stealing, guilt they put on us. That was 4 days ago. I too am afraid they will push him into other drugs to keep control of him. However, she pretends that it is ok as long as she lives on her own and pays her own bills. To keep it short we’ve been through hell and back. She is good for awhile, but relapses. My daughter is not all my best friends she is my daughter. She was on her own for a while and had two other girls, but they got taken away and were placed for adoption. I advised him to call the police to do a “welfare check” on her, tell the police what she’s wearing, where she is approximately, etc. Thanks. When she comes to you and ask for help, I would work with a long term place for her to go and let her know she now needs to help herself. It’s a daily struggle not to pay the $270 and bring her home, but everyone is advising us to leave her there until she is at least detoxed. Its like a bad dream that goes on and on. I live in a very small community and I have tried to keep all thus to myself as much as possible but I thought being able to just write the truth might help. He’s already pretty much given up on them. She was married and moved away to a nothern state with the baby at 6 months. If she is 42 that must mean you and your wife must be in your 60’s. Especially if your child is under 18. Hey David, Oh boy. God help me through this. Sorry to hear whats going on with you and your son. I wish I had the courage to let my self let her go at that young age. I love her so much and want to help, but I can’t take looking her in the eye when she is crying to come home. I can’t free her from these issues with drugs. Nor will I allow them to offer any. I keep trying to do what I think she would have wanted me to do in her clean days. She had a baby that was born at 24 weeks and only lived for a month. I am so thankful today I have my son back, watching him grow into this wonderful person is amazing! I was devastated and hoped he would/could turn it around real quick… well he didn’t and he spiraled out of control again.. got busted for shop lifting and was still on probation… back to jail he went.. spent a little more time in jail, was able to get back out on probation and has now been sober 16 months. We have a 40 y.o. The days when you feel you are at your worst are the days when you need to reach out-even if it’s just taking a short walk or meeting a friend for coffee or doing some laundry. Serious. In the end, it’s worth doing the research to find programs in your area to help support your daughter but just be prepared for the long road ahead. I met with a attorney next week because I want to seek custody of my grandson. Please, no more talk. Just wanted you to know your family is not alone. a month back in jail and now he is two months sober again, its a parents worst nightmare. I am going through the same thing as most of the stories I’ve read except my daughter loves to beat me up or bully me. (fentanyl) Today, she has told me and others who care to leave her alone, doesn’t want to hear anymore of our ‘bs.’ i am not functioning at this point. Their kids are not addicts either. Started with pain pills then heroin and now meth. I have learned to allow this to be her problem and I don’t get involved anymore because it is out of my control. Then continued rehab to get used to a life with no Drugs. You read all of these horror stories about people who have fallen into darkness and chosen very typical and destructive not to mention criminal behaviors as a result of the drug so how the hell is she doing this? She grew up in an upper middle class home and was given a good life. My daughter texted me today that she needs food and is living in her and her boyfriends car. Keep praying and believing for a miracle, never give up! Lyrics to Daddy's Eyes by The Killers. I hope this helps you to make your next step to protect yourself and that grandchild. I just don’t know what happened or understand why she has to go through this. We don’t know where we went wrong. Elizabeth, Thats when they have a chance to get better. So we can’t give up on our sons or daughters because they may have a chemical imbalance or something in their brain. All of this sounds so familiar. It’s gotten so bad that I can’t stand even going over there because of the trashy life style. This thought was reinforced by my best friend since high school. Instead of insisting she get help or no $, or even that they grow up and deal themselves my ps are paying with no conditions at all! They system needs to make these people stay in rehab or sober living for up to two years if necessary with constant counseling and treatment and drug testing done. She hated rehab but pushed through. I believe in miracles and will never give up praying, hoping and crying everyday for my lost daughter and for all of you parents with children like mine I will pray for you all as well. Louie Jr. It takes way longer to get out of system then normal pain killer or even heroine, it is kind of sad. They need love not hate. Two years ago I wasn’t the person I am right now, of course. That monster is who I have to let go of, and pray daily that the soul of my child that belongs to me and to God, who gave her to me, will some how survive and find me. I am so lost and afraid. He gave her everything in his house when he moved in with me with the understanding that if she needed money she could sell his stuff. Know it’s hard for us, but can save our child too. I believe a good two years of it. We are not enabling her, but the system is. She had started with pills in her teens and then graduated into heroin and then to get off the pills she started doing meth. My wonderful Mama who was my most loyal friend, wise couselor, mentor, follower of Jesus and tough talker when I needed it died in November. I feel the same way that if they would od it would be relief no one knows how you feel until you live with an addict. I am trying to be stern in all I say and trying to not get close but I know my love for him weakens me. I sometimes wonder if it is not better for her to be dead and not having to go through the life she’s going through and have her whole family suffer because of her choices. And if you do these things they taught, it will up their consequences and that is what will motivate change in someone. She is a nightmare to live with ,abusive and out of control. It went from pills ( painkillers) to heroin from heroin to meth. In our case, Heroin was the DOC. she wont go to rehab or get any help ... we are lost. I was a great mom and was always there for my daughter. Do I stick it out and support him or was my hands clean. Started with drinking and pot in high school and moved on to Oxycontin and now for the past 2 years Heroin. . I can’t get the horrible thoughts out of my head, thinking she is dead in a ditch somewhere. We forgave her for breaking into our house and taking our valuables, she was charged for theft and breaking an entry. Her mind has deteriorated so bad in the last few months. She does not deny that drugs brought her that comfort of numbing everything but I keep reminding her that the pain has to be enough that she wants to make the changes to get her where she wants to be in life. I have a 23 year old daughter that graduated college. I totally understand what you are giong thru.my daughter is an addict.i wish i could not worry anymore.she addicted to meth uses needles.she has son 5yrs.age.she leaves .wont answer her phone,or respond to my txxs.i cant stand it.im terrified ima get call police found her dead.constantly sick at my stomach,alot sleepless nights.god plz help her. Hugs to you Elsa. We can’t get out of the trauma. My daughter has been home a few weeks, she has gone walking to look for a job and she actually has been hired and will be starting tomorrow. I was raised to be responsible and independent and that I have done to the best of my ability. They look for excuses. I started scrambling trying to find her a long term she could go to. So yes I ratted out my own Son to try and save his life. For us, the only thing that worked was having her locked up. After all the worry & sleepless nights for way to long.. She had seemed to sober before she reached Nashville, I’m sure she was exhausted, but after she got with this so called friend of hers she called me and was totally spun out of her head and tried to lie to me about it I knew though. Since I’ve been the “warrior at the forefront” to pull her back, unsuccessfully, I’m wiped out. A lot of prayers, love and support is what I am doing. When we as parents of addicted daughters and sons ask for help it is not about us.! her dad died year ago This is new to my husband and I as she is our oldest. Lean on God too. I don’t know what to do any more but for sure I don’t want to enable them . I’m afraid she’s going to die I already saved her life once. It was my first official real breakup. I sat in the ER while they did CPR praying for God to take her now, to end the suffering. What is the meaning of the lyrics 'I'll tell you what you wanna know'? I pray all the time for my girl and hold on to the hope that today she will make a better choice. I let her stay there because at least I knew she where she was and that she was safe at home but I can’t deal with it anymore, the constant coming in and out and taking him my food and water and borrowing money or cigarettes to take to him and to feed him. Any comments would be helpful Thanks. This week, I have been working on dealing with my own health issues. Im hoping the court, will force her to go somewhere for an extended time, so she can learn how to function in the world without the drugs. When drugged out she is mean, out of control, and a horrible person to be around. It feels as if I’m losing my mind. Some would ask “why dont I call DFS?” Well I’ve tried and because she lives from place to place and I can not give them a concrete address and all I get is “there’s nothing we can do with out an address.” She is on drugs or dealing with a mental issue. She has threatened to kill me, say she has been abused because i ruined her life by not bailing her out of jail when she was still in county. As I have found out most addicts don’t realize that their addiction isn’t just their addiction it also belongs to the ones that loves them. We wanted to provide links to some resources that may be relevant to you here. Hi JO, I wonder by your statement if you have had a child that has an substance abuse problem. Best of luck … God bless. Watch this & maybe this will inspire you to seek out your next chapter. and he said he could do nothing either unless she commits a crime! I talked to so many addictions counsellors, tried al alanon, researched everything about addiction like a fiend and this is it. she smokes pot which is legal in Seattle but she smokes it around her daughter. Rarely comes home, won’t talk to us, rarely goes to school, is on anonymous sites constantly trying to get drugs and alcohol and appears will do anything for it. We have contacted numerous Washington state health and addiction resources to no avail. I’m afraid she will hurt some innocent people. I was going to post the exact same story as you, but insert my 19 year old Daughter. Thank you for your comment, Lesa. However, I know that if I do take a stand against mer, the marriage will end. The pain is real but I have learned that I must let her go and allow her to live her life and deal with her outcomes. I have temporary custody of her child, and now I am facing a hearing against the father. You are so right. We try not to enable them meaning no money and no tolerance! I love my son with all my heart, but my concern for my 4 yr old grand daughter over-rides that. My belief is that she (my wife) is an enabler and they depend on one another in many ways. If anyone out there can point me in the right Direction to get her help us help please advise. It seems as if her death would be a relief. She has already overdosed numerous times. My daughter is in hospital with endocartitis and liver issues. I don’t know… how many others out there have this same mindset? I dread the day she met him 3 years ago. I’m depressed, I’m frustrated, I’m mad and I feel like it won’t ever end. The longer you wait to seek help, the harder it will be to stop. I love her so much but this has been the most terrible 10 years ever…. He is the only way I have been able to get through it. Unfortunately, her 5 yo hasn’t. it is selfish to take that away from them. I’ve seen her on life support Bc of her addiction. Tough love ? This is the reason my daughter’s tolerance for drugs became so high, I had to fight with the very doctor who was dosing her so high she was nodding off and couldn’t function. (I should mention that he put her on a new medication with her already 2 other ones, just a week prior). He has convinced her over the years that she is fat. I have gone back home only to chase drug dealers away, tackle her to the ground with my Grand-Daughter to get the pills out of her pocket. I know my daughter and she tries sooooooo hard to stop. so painful. but you can Care! by paying off all his/her bills, taking away any consequences for their choices so they don’t have to pay it, even bailing them out of jail, is only keeping them from getting better. Just like the roller coaster that is my daughter’s life, she is back home for now. Shooting it up.. She is currently being Looked for by the police.. (We dont know yet) Well now hes thinking. Are there any alternatives for treatment that the government or state will cover? I have been searching all over for a way to help her. We will pray for them daily because one day (god willing) we will have them back. Unlike alot of you all I just found the proof my 32 yr old is on drugs. So hed have a dad well and alive, and way later years in life. They do “better” and then fall, he had a decent job now for two years and lost it due to this newest arrest. Please know that help is available. I am not trying to toot my horn here, just making a point that even involved and loving parents can have a child who, for whatever reason, is wired differently and painfully struggles. My son is the same way-I am terrified and always hope I am doing the right thing by tough love. This makes me feel incredibly bad and sad. I was so blessed to be with her the last nine days of her life, spending most of that time snuggling and holding her in my arms. My daughter goes to celebrate recovery, but sometimes relapses. I took way less then what someone normally get subscribed like about 75% less and it was probably the worst feeling I ever felt in my life. She has not asked any of the family for help to get home. I have had to face the fact that she is an independent person as we all are and she alone can decide how she will live. There are no solutions available to you to fix this. Has been in detox and is well on her way to recovery. The first bout was when she was around 16 .. meth .. her dad moved her away but she just found more of the same where they moved. Thank God l read your story. That is my addiction. He got caught and was arrested. She is using again. She has decided this on her own so she must figure out how to live. I pray everyday for a miracle because I truly believe that is what it will take to bring her back out of this. The first time around I prayed like crazy he would get help.. when that didn’t happen, I started praying he would go to jail, that way I at least knew where he was and he was being fed and a place to sleep. Sherry, my heart goes out to you! There is an insane number of mandated recovery meetings, counseling sessions, drug screenings, group therapy gatherings and sometimes participation in public education of their story. She spent weeks in the mental hospital and was given a diagnosis of schizophrenia and medication. I hate drugs, I just know in my heart they are the work of Satan himself. Sometimes, depending on the situation, we can offer shelter and food and love but really that’s all, they have to want it. Unbelievable, then when they relapse they do a down and dirty quick detox and send them right back out to the streets without blinking an eye. 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